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March 15th, 2007

(no subject)

please friend http://allthe_stars.livejournal.com
my new account. it will get more entries soon.
love your guts.

March 11th, 2007

(no subject)

Waitressing is hell on the wrists.

March 7th, 2007

Clarissa Vaughan

I remember one morning getting up at dawn, there was such a sense of possibility. You know, that feeling? And I remember thinking to myself this is the beginning of happiness. This is where it starts. And of course there will always be more. It never occurred to me it wasn't the beginning. It was happiness. It was the moment. Right then.

March 4th, 2007

(no subject)

i iwsh could stop this

(this drinking)


tellme how.

February 21st, 2007


"I wouldn’t ask too much of her," I ventured. "You can’t repeat the past."
"Can’t repeat the past?" he cried incredulously. "Why of course you can!"
He looked around him wildly, as if the past were lurking here in the shadow of his house, just out of reach of his hand.

February 18th, 2007

People wont really tell you what they think of you to your face, but they'll straight up treat you accordingly.

I'll never know (how)-if(I'm)slighty- defective.

I think I'd like to know.

January 29th, 2007

(no subject)

I am a bad friend, I have been for about 2 months now. I am working non stop and when I'm not, I'm sleeping or getting messy. I shall come out of hiding soon. And I hope to see you all then oxox

January 2nd, 2007

(no subject)

my new years included

2 free cocktails
1 free case of smirnoff black (oh the perks of my job!)
1 shopping trolley (which somehow ended up in my bedroom and is still here)
1 fucking long walk, try 7 km at 4am
3 drunk co-workers
2 of chadwicks fists threatening jerrod
1 crying chad
1 laughing jerrod
3 randoms in my living room
2 packets of cigarettes
2 piggy backs (thanks mon!)
1 ride for moi in the trolley
2 of my palms bruised like a snitzel
1 bisexual in my bed
3 hours sleep next to said bisexual
5 sleeping bags pulled out of my now completely messy cupboard
2 people waking up my parents at 3am with percusion on the front door
1 absent boyfriend
1 very 'pleasant' (read: off my tits) night for madd

7 hours at work the next day

i hope everyone had the fabulous time that i did

December 29th, 2006

The True Neurotic
You scored 83 anxiety, 95 awkwardness, and 74 neuroticism!
Congratulations, you are The True Neurotic, you nail-biting, conflict-avoiding worrier, you. You're plagued by self-doubt and anxiety, which makes social activity hard--even though you may be well-liked, you feel under a storm of silent criticism. It doesn't help that people give you funny looks for organizing all your pens by color or sharpening your gnawed pencils to a delicate point.

Your high anxiety score implies that you are unable to relax, worry about the future often, and probably are plagued by irrational fears and self-doubt.

Your high awkwardness score implies that you are socially inept, probably stick out from the crowd, and feel uncomfortable in large groups of people, such as at parties.

Your high neuroticism score implies that you exhibit neurotic behaviors--probably organization, fanatic obsessions (can you recite the entire first LOTR movie?), repetitive mantras, constant checking, or orderly rituals.

See the other results!


The Neat Freak

The Dork

The Geek



The Subtle Neurotic

The True Neurotic

My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

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You scored higher than 99% on anxiety

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You scored higher than 99% on awkwardness

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You scored higher than 99% on neuroticism
Link: The Neurotic Test written by littlelostsnail on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the The Dating Persona Test

December 24th, 2006

(no subject)

Merry McChristmas, Mc-fuckers.

November 14th, 2006

(no subject)

one. last. exam. tomorrow.

(i'm not going to make it)

November 1st, 2006

"Do you believe in God, Andrei? No. Neither do I. But that's a favorite question of mine. An upside-down question, you know. What do you mean? Well, if I asked people whether they believed in life, they'd never understand what I meant. It's a bad question. It can mean so much that it really means nothing. So I ask them if they believe in God. And if they say they do -- then, I know they don't believe in life. Why? Because, you see, God -- whatever anyone chooses to call God -- is one's highest conception of the highest possible. And whoever places his highest conception above his own possibility thinks very little of himself and his life. It's a rare gift, you know, to feel reverence for your own life and to want the best, the greatest, the highest possible, here, now, for your very own."

this is only where my problems with christiany begin.

October 26th, 2006

and this is the last thing ever to exit my mouth (or fingertips) about journeys. ok thats a lie, it wasnt my mouth but Dostoyevskys.

I agree that a man is an animal predominantly constructive, foredoomed to conscious striving towards a goal, and applying himself to the art of engineering, that is to the everlasting and unceasing contruction of a road -no matter where it leads , and that the main point is not where it goes, but that it should go somewhere, and that a well conducted child, even if he despises the engineering profession, should not surrender to that disasterous sloth which, as it is well known, is the mother of all vices.

now if that was the given quote in an HSC exam, there may have been some variety in the answers. i would very much like to have been asked to write an essay on it. i would also like to have been asked to write an essay on this:

All respectable ants begin with the ant-hill, and they will probably end with it too, which does great credit to their constancy and their positive character.

I very much like the thoughts of ants having constancy and positive characters.

October 2nd, 2006

(no subject)

You Are 87% Indie

You're so indie, it's kind of amazing that you actually found your way to this quiz.
Generally, your tastes are genuinely indie... but sometimes you like something just because it's weird!

You Are Milk Pocky

Your attitude: caring and charming
Smooth and silkly... invigorating and natural.
You are like comfort food for the soul.

gosh how i hate quizzes. (truly)

+ yea i could be indie. i own 3 pairs of chucks. HA
+ eating milk pocky will never be the same again.

September 18th, 2006

emo! satan!

i never did like the term emo. but i just articulated it. i dont like it because it devalues and commodifies emotions.

September 17th, 2006


The witching hour, somebody had once whispered to her, was a special moment in the middle of the night when every child and every grown up was in a deep deep sleep and all the dark things came out from hiding and had the whole world to themselves.

August 23rd, 2006

newtown drama evening.

* "fuck this half full glass, I WANT A FULL FULL GLASS!"
* "cry and you cry alone, laugh and the world laughs with you, then you cry alone LATER!"

August 14th, 2006

(no subject)



August 12th, 2006

(no subject)

"my, my, what a mess you've made of your pretty little head"

inequity and odd perfection.
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